J'arrive pas à y croire.....Jung Da Bin T_T
Que son âme repose en paix. Elle s'est endormi et ne se réveillera plus jamais...Elle doit être heureuse là où elle est maintenant.
Jung Da bin, de son vrai nom Jung Hae Sun (정헤선), est partie hier(10 février 2007) à l'âge de 27 ans.
Retrouvé morte chez son petite copain (Lee Kang Hee (이강희)) à 8h du matin, on dit qu'elle s'est donné la mort dans la salle de bain une serviette autour du cou.
Les rumeurs disent qu'elle a tenté plusieurs fois de se suicider il y a quelques mois déjà.
Mais l'hypothèse du meurtre n'est pas encore écartée. Il faudra attendre l'autopsie.
Je met une traduction en anglais de 2 textes qu'elle a laissé sur son Cyworld qui montre qu'elle voulait partir. (Désolé pour les non anglophone).
Le premier (comment elle voulait vivre avec dieu):
- Citation :
- god..
i dont know how long its been since i last called you..
i dont know how much i been lazy...
how much i lost faith and lived..
how lazy i was.... i dont know...
today..
you came all of sudden to give me blessings.
when i was in front of the computer unsatisfied.. all of a sudden..
hot tears running down my face..
the cold heart you turned into warm...
the way i cant understand the way you want me to be.. im suprised of myself..
why do you give me the warm blessing...
i dont know if i deserve it..
this moment i turn back to the old times..
making me write this... why... i dont know why you want me to..
just a while ago my harden sorrow .. i will melt it...
how can this happen..
oh....
to god.. who made me look back..
are you waiting for me... do you still miss this foolish girl..
are you.... forgiving me.. are you... calming me down..
in you i got blessed.. in you i prayed... the way i mourn for you..
i did that... thanking you with joyful tears..
i did thank you... i did that... god...
right now i am very foolish. i am getting more fierece..
the way i turned against you.. im sill wandering..
you still forgive someone who is like this..
maybe.. you heard my heard my vicious noise suffering with lonliness
oh.....
god.. the way you listen to me..
how stpid.. and foolish i thought.. i lost myself then..
oh lord how do you love me..
oh lord how do you forgive me..
how do you give me such calmness..
your big love... this is how you give it to me..
just because i wanted i cant take it..
you were giving it to me lord... this way...
right now im suprised... im still suprised..
you came and gave me warmth when i wasnt expecting it..
your suprisingly... unthinkable love.. im getting it from you..
i think i still dont deserve it but still thank you..
lord..
i.. i love you lord..
thank you... my lord..
lord.. you were the only one that heals me..
even though i struggled to not think of it.... it hurt...
lord.. your the only one that knows... the only who can heal me..
thank you lord...
i will... give effort... relying on you lord..
i feel every happy... today.. i ... felt you...
all of a sudden.. like this...
i confess... to you lord....
amen...
Le second (la situation pour laquelle elle voulait partir)
- Citation :
- its so complicating i wanted to die.
for no apparent reason i'm mad and its driving me crazy.
im tired that its like getting a car sick.
my head hurts so much im crying.
because of nervousness im angry and because of that i almost became a slave..
crying then smiling i feel so crazy.
i thought i lost myself but while i was thinking ...
i lost my true character, my identity.
a sudden.
like getting electrocuted by electric.
a flash ...
all of a sudden i feel comfortable.
lord has came.
to my cirumstances.
with love.
to someone whose stpid like me.
made me realize valuble things.
giving me courage.
he says im okay now.
i am.... okay.
Pour ceux qui ne la connaissait pas, Jung Da Bin était une actrice qu'on a pu voir dans le drama "Attic Cat" (ou "cat on the roof") qui a lancé sa carrière. Mais aussi dans le film "He was cool he was Georgeous". Et dernièrement dans le drama "my 19 year sister in law".
Nom: 정다빈 / Jung Da-bin (Jeong Da-bin)
Vrai nom: 정혜선 / Jung Hye-sun
Profession: Actrice, Modele
Date de naissance: 1980-03-04
Date de décès: 2007-02-10 (Suicide)
Taille: 165cm
Poids: 43kg
Groupe sanguin: O
Filmographie: Drama et sitcom:-That Summer Typhoon (SBS, 2005)
-She Is Nineteen (SBS, 2004)
-Attic Cat (MBC, 2003)
-New Nonstop 3 (MBC, 2003)
-New Nonstop 2 (MBC, 2002)
-Trio (MBC, 2002)
-The Full Sun (KBS, 2001)
-Taeyangun Gadukhe (KBS, 2001)
Films:-He Was Cool (2004)
-The Legend of Gingko (2000)
Awards:-2004 SBS Awards: Year-end Award
-2004 New Star Award pour "She Is Nineteen"
-2003 MBC Awards: Best New Actress pour "Attic Cat"
Source: Daum+soompi+Hancinema+Wikipedia